Text I Never Sent
I miss you
Placeholder for a degree of helplessness
My heart’s smeared red like hertz
Presageful, have I gazed upon these.
Reminiscing about our moments under the stars with euphoria,
Moving on with ersatz smiles
Salvaging the situation
Incurring bloodless cuts
This obsession with peace of mind
Avoiding me?
I’m not the Loch-Ness, desolate in mind
If you could rewind time, what would you change in it?
Love, what do I think to say, I can’t
I was marinated
Who have you become to ask?
I want all the pain
For believing
In our language of boundlessness
The tentative nature of situations
Cause I wasn’t infatuated
If this is restitution for giving you my heart
I want all of it.